A Song, Calling for Your Heart.

Bored,

2009-09-05T01:55:00.002+08:00

Time check : 155 a.m. Can't get to sleep yet. I want to find a new blogskin badly. Thought of moving to tumblr but too bad, Im a noob at it. Besides, Im too lazy to customize or whut. Today, I finally had Frolick after craving it for like 987654321 years hoho.

Caught G.I. Joe with Ivan Nevin and Zjie at Century Square earlier on. The movie was awesome, as in the effects and all. Damn cool please~ I want to watch Final Destination 4~ Didn't went with the class the other day, so shall catch w my loved ones soon but damn it it's M18 hope they don't check forever lorzxzxzxz, Lopez should go with us, haha!

I've been the laziest person since holidayz started. Initially it was really darn bored nua-ing at home just lying down watching shows and all, but now I'm rather used to it and if I were to work, I think I'll be damn sad.

Oh btw, Im registered as a relief teacher under MOE hehe they just replied me today. Urghhhh Im having mixed feelings about this you knowzxzxzx like boring leh but the pay damn good only! I haven't been meeting any of my classmates, I wonder why seriously, hmmm..

If you'd realised, my post here is exactly the same as what I posted up on Twitter, just that longer. See? This is what boredom does to people like me, who is currently suffering from insomnia tsk. I like dayz like this, Idk why, I think Im weird. Staying at home thinking about nonsense (e.g. what if I repeat modules) beats going out wasting money and then feeling super tired, no?

Sorry hor too bored already just here to kill some time byez Im hyped up for the roller blading session tmrw :3 hohohozxszxszxs let me find a new blogskin tyvm.

Best entertainment online~

2009-09-04T13:39:00.002+08:00

I think Im quite sick. I irritate Cc and then Im feeling damn high HAHAHAHA.

Oh my god please!

2009-09-03T00:37:00.005+08:00

Wahlao this is really smth to die for so chiooooozxzxzx ttm my mother don't want buy for me T.T Ok damn random I know ok BYE

Back~

2009-09-02T01:21:00.004+08:00

So, I came back with a purpose, not just a random post.
You guys should watch this. Can never ever believe there's such a bitch.
Crazy bitch slaps man.

I think that woman is really a fucker, not kidding at all. She's far worst than Peter Chao I swear, must be from ***** lah knnbccb. I mean, I have different views on this.

First, the woman must be lacking of love, or that she's really crazy. Perhaps she thinks that there's nothing wrong doing such a thing on the street, humiliating that man like mad. Knnb really damn angry about this bitch, really wna give her one tight slap you know?

Second, the man is really too nice, in other words, stupid because he is like giving in to that woman even though I know it hurts, I know I know thats why he should do something what, NO MEH? If he doesn't retaliate ( not asking him to hit that woman like just scold or at least stop her ), he is just letting that woman trample on his pride, no? Wahlao wehhhhhh.

Third, I think the person who took this video is too free or something. I mean, he/she should just mind their own business and not post this up on OMY lah seriously. It's like they have nothing to do and they are just picking problems here and there.

But then really, if they don't post it up, that woman will think she can get away with it. I hope that woman come across this video so that she'll be embarrassed and knows that people do know what she's doing and if she wants to do this kind of things, keep it indoors, HELLO? So damn mother fucking cheebye lah really.

Aiyah but anyway, it's none of my business I also dk I so angry for what. Just felt so sorry for that guy. Fucking poor thing. The woman is really cold blooded, I mean no matter how angry you are, you won't do that to someone you love, no? Siao one, really. Nvm, I should just continue watching my Zhong Ji San Guo.

Come Lopez, watch alr come argue w me HAHAHA.

Mahjong session!

2009-08-29T19:23:00.002+08:00

Finally met up w the lovely people over at Ong's place yesterday night. Eli, Ivan, Jl, Joyce, Kh, Nev, Ong, Rj, Sy and Zj. It's such a pity Lopez can't come and Eli had to go home early. But however, I found out my friends are really full-time gamblers when it comes to holidays LOL. Although we didn't do anything like really fun, I enjoyed myself w their company! Awww like so long since I met the girls esp. Jl and Joyce!

Yay so anyhow limbu just woke up and now Im gna catch up my Zhong Ji San Guo and otherzzzz. Gna meet the others at Bv on Monday again! Happy bitch here and Im craving for crabs again, nbtt.

ALSKZMXNQPWODHUGT?

2009-08-28T13:57:00.003+08:00

Ok I've officially ran out of titles, seriously. Can't believe I woke up at such a timing, 2 pm leh? Omg I should have slept till 4 pm at the very least, given the fact that I slept at 5 last night because I have 4 sets of drama serials to catch online, LOL. HARDCORE NOT.

Yah and the reason why I am awake now, is because of the stupid construction sites aka my alarm clocks opposite, beside, and diagonally across my block. NB siol super noisy and I have to bear w this for the next 7 weeks, waking up early everyday, sad ttm.

Yes and I can't wait to see everyone later! ( Not as in everyone but as in everyone yah ) And Renren, you're so gna be broke tonight, limbu's gna win your money and take cab home HAHAHA. Btw I totally forgot it's my brother's birthday tmrw :O therefore the family is going to have dinner tonight butttttttttttt Im going for my class gathering aiyah sian because my family cfm jiak ho liao one. SHET.

Hahahah okayz lah me is going to continue on my shows now, BYE!

Wtf?

2009-08-28T00:37:00.003+08:00

Bloody hell, Ive been trying to paint my toe nails and its been 2 hours already and I havent finish painting them like perfectly HAHAHA sorry ah this is what happens when Im too bored. See? Too much time to spend over here.

Yah most prob having dinner w the classmates tmrw, all I hope is they dont change the place, if not I dont have straight bus to Ongs( sorry ah smth wrongs w my that thing supposed to be there spoilt and I dno how to spell it can? ) house loiiiiii cannot cannot.

YAH I AM DAMN EXCITED NOW TO WIN ALL THE MONEY TMRW and yez, I need to bring my laptop for servicing soon nb, its like super cranky now! My direction keys or whatever you call it cannot work, my that thing supposed to come after the s e.g ( Ongs ) leads me to another website like wtf and it is damn lag and so on lah wahlao dulan max? Holidays leh tell me how am I supposed to survive without my laptop. Ok whatever just kill me buaiz.

Sick and tired much.

2009-08-27T19:07:00.007+08:00

Hello my dear friend, I am super sick and tired of you constantly telling what is happening when I am not even at the very least interested. TY for being so nice to update me on your life ok! I appreciate it much, but it would be better if you let me live in peace oh goodness its the holidays leh?

Btw there's this random person I find this person who added me on fb ytd's face not very familiar ( but he's probably from pri sch since our mutual fwens are all from my pri sch ) and the worst thing is he go 'Like' my status when I don't even remember his face lah you know? Aiyah feel like writing on his wall, somthing like : ' HI WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU WHY YOU LIKE MY STATUS? ' HAHAHA just kidding Im just going to be crazy soon from the hunger and boredom nvm ignore me Im just so annoying at times.

Oh anywayz I find Lee Min Ho damn hot all of a sudden loi it's like his song super nice~ But siao I go dl leh then 33 minutes HAHAHA then I must go re-dl LOL. KIANHUA THE SONG NICE RIGHT. JIALING I AM WAITING FOR YOU TO BE ONLINE SO I CAN SEND YOU~

This post is dedicated to Cy, Eli, Ivan, Jl, Kh, Lopez, Nev, Ong, Rj, Sy and Zj.

2009-08-26T23:30:00.003+08:00

HI GUYS WHEN ARE WE GOING KBOX? VERY NONG NEVER GO LIAOZXZXZXZX. Can't wait to spoil all of your ears :O HOHOHO

See, this is how deprived I am. HAHAH.

Ran out of titles already.

2009-08-26T19:01:00.002+08:00

Today, I spent my earlier half of the day having a meet-up with Cy, Ivan, Lopez and Nevin over at SP and had lunch with them with the best laugh at what Cy that idiot did. Missed them soooo much!

Btw, Im think of shifting to tumblr but then again, it's so troublesome. We shall see alright, let's see when can I figure out how to customize the page, LOL.

My cousin!

2009-08-25T20:05:00.001+08:00

My very very cute cousinnnn! 2yo only lehhh! Omg wna pinch her cheeks.

What the.

2009-08-25T17:04:00.003+08:00

I think I miss my friends too much. I've been having dreams about them you know? A few days back I think it's Fri or Sat lah. I dreamt that Im in the MSN convo w Ong then we invited the others, Cy Ivan Kh Lopez Rj Sy and we decided to go bowling. Sibei random pls? HAHAHA.

Then ytd wasn't a random dream but it's a flashback. Like during the second day of CNY this year, I went for movie and lan with Ivan Jackie Kh Lopez Ong then we sat outside BV for a while. FUCK? If I didn't dream of this, I will just forget about it like totally leh. OMGGGGGGGGG. So scary.......

Btw one of my cousin's childhood friend, who used to be our neighbour, is getting married soon. NOTE : He is only 5 years older. WTH? Aiyah not my business also AHAHAHA KPO for what. Ok me is damn hungry now gtg! BYEZXS.

I think?

2009-08-25T12:19:00.003+08:00

My life's in a mess, serious! It's only the 2nd day of hols and first, Im having serious flu like dying anytime soon, my eye's swollen and I keep nua-ing in the room, refusing to go out and it's like my room's a slump now, LOL. Aiyah heck care lah I go sleep back bb!

[/edit] The worst thing about this holiday is that the lecturer lost our group's project and now fucking hell, we have to redo it. Best, submission by tmrw. FUCKER SIOL MUST GO BACK SP?

HAHAHAHAHAHA

2009-08-24T20:15:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA IDK WHY, IM SO LUCKY TO HAVE RETARDED FRIENDS.

My Mundane Monday.

2009-08-24T15:57:00.002+08:00

Today was spent with other 18 classmates at Freight Link and it's damn cool siol I swear. Never regretted going! Ziwei damn cock lah, she went ' oi drift leh! ' then it's like actually this uncle driving a forklift, HAHAHAHA.

After that had lunch w Wendy, Ziqi and Ziwei and I found out all my friends have this major problem with me. Which is that they are starting to ignore me when I start on my grandmother story. NBTT!

Hahaha btw I tio scammed by the prawning place's worker yesterday night HAHAHA only Humji ren and some others understand because I'm too lazy to repeat so I shall update all my friends only when I meet them! Going to paste some nonsense sticker on my phone now, buaiz!

2009-08-23T01:03:00.005+08:00

WAHLAO THIS GUY IS DAMN FUNNY. BUT SUPER QIANBIAN I WNA SLAP HIM. ' I cannot say the word ' HAHAHAHAHA OMG YOU GUYS MUST WATCH! But then again, I really hate him. He is really fucking crude and uhhhhh he has this jiao bin that makes you wna slap him.

FUN FUN FUN!

2009-08-21T23:39:00.002+08:00

Exams are finally overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! Yay me. But anyhow, I think Im going to fail my Nav. Safety paper. It's really like shit I swear. Feel like kicking myself in the face can.

Okayyyyyyy whutevazxszxs. After the paper had Andrew See, Denise, Gayatri, Hazwan, Jiajuan, Ray, Wendy, Ziqi and I going to Clementi's Sakura for buffet and wow, Im impressed w our kop-ing skills and we really chionged like mad as in the food part like shiok manzxszxs!

Hahaha really enjoyed the company today and it's like a really good start for my holidayzzz! Now, I'm waiting for my honeys to finish up their exams soon so that we can meet up soon. Hello guys, Ada Chenchen Chengyu Eli Ivan Jialing Joyce Kianhua Lopez Nev Ong Sy Zj all! MIZZ YOU ALL CAN WE PLEASE MEET UP SOONNNNNNNNNNNNN. Mwarkzxs you all cos limbu's gna go bathe liaozxs byebye!

Can't wait.

2009-08-20T19:00:00.003+08:00

Last paper's tmrw. Happy to the max. Can throw all my notes away alr lah yayyyyyyz. Going to bathe now and watch Aunty Lucy later, tatazzzz!

Not intending to sleep tonight, tyvm.

2009-08-19T23:08:00.003+08:00

Wahlao I havent finish FLOG, and have not started out on Seamanship yet. If Im unable to finish FLOG at the very least, I'll buy a mc. I have another 3 hrs left to finish 2 chapters of FLOG ( DAMN ALOT OK ) and 3 chapts of seamanship can wait till tmrw's interval lor!

Heating my chicken essence now ( LOL Im trying to help my grandmother clear them there's like 6 boxes of that at home pls everyone no creativity one lah go operation only all give chicken essence. Stupid ah don't know how to buy bird nest or abalone meh? ) ok lah going burn kim zua soon bye bye! I MISS MAHJONG, ONG AND RENREN TOO. IVAN YOU BETTER COME IF I JIO YOU. LOPEZ NEV KH ZJ JOYCE JIALING ELI JOIN US LEH!!!!

Hi WENDY

2009-08-19T01:21:00.003+08:00

Hi Wendy Idk if you read my Twitter so Im telling you here. HAHAHA please hor is Joshua needs to learn to type softer. Because he make me panic more lah. Everytime he start typing I will force myself to type faster and louder than him. Distract me sia, LOL. I always type very softly one, gentle me you know?!

[/edit] Joshua I think you dk I read your tumblr right? HAHAHA BITCH.

2 papers down.

2009-08-18T19:13:00.002+08:00

Im currently left w 3 papers, and there's no paper tmrw. Let's rejoice! Hohoho. Mar Engineering was alrighty, I passed! MWAHAHAHA. Well not to be proud of but at least I don't have to see the lame teacher anymore? Hehhhhh.

Wendy Ziqi and Ziwei should shut up about the noise I made while typing. Like Ziwei/Joshua kp I still can understand lah since they were sitting just beside me. Wendy and Ziqi sit like two seats away? Still kp siaaaaa and hello Joshua also typed damn loud ok! I was super distracted lahhhhh and angry thats why I typed damn hard, LOL.

Yeahyeahhhhh and like finally Im getting a break from all these crap. So tired please? Wahlao there's FLOG prac tmrw sia, why don't want to cancel and postpone it to Thurs just like 01? Siannnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

* It's just this thing about keeping your eyes away from that thing when your friend likes it first. Tskkkk, so unfair right? Aiyah life's this way so just fuck it.

!!!

2009-08-17T17:18:00.001+08:00

This is such a happy video! Haha please watch and note the girls, tyvm.

Something's wrong.

2009-08-17T16:19:00.002+08:00

Something's so so so damn wrong with my Twitter. I can't post for goodness sake. Ok that's not the main thing. I only wanted to blog about something random.

WAHLAO I TELL YOU TODAY I WENT TO THE MAIN LIBRARY AT T4 TO PRINT NOTES WITH MY CLASSMATES. I SAW THIS GIRL DIGGING HER NOSE. LITERALLY DIGGING CAN? SHE USE HER INDEX FINGER HELLO IT'S A SHE I REALLY WONDER WTF IS SHE DOING OUCH MY EYES HURT.

Hah, random enough? First paper's down and I'm really hoping for a pass because there's too much mistakes! ): Tmrw's Mar Engineering's paper already, I want to study but Im too tired to do so, shall take my nap first buaizxs.

Last week of school.

2009-08-16T19:15:00.002+08:00

ICA starts tmrw, something I'm really not looking forward to. Im not totally prepared for tmrw's FAIS even after a session of POA drilling with Jennifer Wendy and Ziwei today at Esplanade. I need to finish up the last few formats in order to be confident enough to sleep.

Stress much ): But it's alright, Im looking forward to the hols! This weekend is fun-filled ( yah right ) with books and tutorials. So I will make use of the holidays to replenish the sleep I've lost for these few weeks.

Seriously waiting for school to end. I'll pull through this week and fuck, my migrane is getting sibei serious now it's like someone is pulling my hair out of my scalp, no joke. AHHHH I need to get back studying now and sleep soon. BYE.

Note : Btw, I don't think you have any reasons for making that statement, bitch. If you want to bring me down through your despicable acts, then you'll have to wait till your next lifetime. And if all you want is to win, go ahead because for the next time, I'll beat you hands down without having to resort to any dirty tricks. And if you're that great, come and confront me, instead of acting like a puss. And if your objective is to piss me off, congratulations because you've suceeded but then again, it didn't last for long :)

Damn that ending.

2009-08-13T00:42:00.002+08:00

Idk but FS2's ending is somehow like shit to me. Disappointment much? After like making it a must to catch it everynight, be it sacrificing my sleep or what, the ending that I've anticipated so much for is like *&^%$#@! Didn't even get to see that hensem guy wake up from his coma loh?

So whateverrrrrrr please. Mom said there'll definitely be FS3. Well, we shall see. Btw, I really need to hit the sack already. I wouldn't want to wake up late for Capt. Chit's lesson or at the very least be later by 15 mins only :x

Yeah I need to strangle myself if this stuffing myself silly with food thing goes on for days, I had a great steamboat session just now w my family to celebrate my belated and my grandpa's birthday. Feels good about the food and talk, but not the calories and weight gain part. Hohoho but whatever, I'll never get myself to be anorexic and I'd rather stay fat than to die because of not eating. Tell me how dumb is that?

Feeling like crap.

2009-08-12T15:35:00.002+08:00

I skipped school today, again because of the fever which just has to come at such a timing and the headache that is killing me. Missed the test and most prolly have to retake it again *&^%$#@!

Im feeling very very lethargic but I so want to do something and now I have to rush out the reflections by 5 because Mak didnt even tell us it's due lah wtf. Im supposed to mug w Amos today but I gave it a skip also so now it's like I wasted a day doing nth. Im damn pissed now so bye.

Another 8 days to hols! CHIONG!

I've been.

2009-08-11T22:02:00.005+08:00

Really lucky throughout my life. I have very good friends, classmates and a very good family. My dearest class 01/02 had a mini celebration for Juju and I today during break. Finally found someone with the same birthdate as moiiiiii hehehe.

Yessss and I felt really fortunate and it's like I thought no one would bother since it was belated after all. Therefore Im damn touched and I really appreciated it and thank you everyone! Thank you 02 for the wishes as well! Love the card you guys made :)

I don't have everyone's numbers so yeah I guess the only way to thank you guys will be over here and on Fb. Btw everyone go watch Channel U! 10 pm show damn niceeeee! Like won't get tired of it even though it's my third time watching, LOL. But Im feeling sick, like as in nauseous and feverish ): Ahhhhh but I still have to go to school tmrw because of the POA test and also, thursday's the presentation for ITSB. Then, we'll be officially done with projs, like finally.

Alrighty, I'll be back wth pictures next time round, perhaps Fri? Byezzzz!

My Splendid Seventeenth.

2009-08-10T22:31:00.003+08:00

Went to airport today to study. Finish a little of POA but still Im in deep shit because I don't understand anything ): And yez, the guys had a surprise celebration for me and Im seriously damn touched because it was really unexpected lahhhhhh!

The seeing Eli and Renjie thing was damn funny pls, they were literally mocking at me, LOL. But yesssss I enjoyed my 17th very very much even though I didn't expected anything except to mug really hard because POA post assignment test is on Wed! ):

A very big Thank You to Jialing! Amos and Renjie for organising this thinggggg even though Jialing couldn't make it. I appreciated it very much loves! Am very touched and I feel very lucky to have you guys by my side all this while!

Yeahhhhh so today had Amos Elinor Ivan Kianhua Nevin Ong Renjie Shengyang and Zijie celebrating my 17th for me. Thanks hunnies! I enjoyed myself to the max and felt really loved by you all! Really touched and thanks for making my day! (L)

Yupppp so therefore thank you to all who wished me! Esp Ziwei for making that lovely cardddd! Mwarkzxs I decided not to post it up already lah cos it shall be only seen by my eyes, hehe! Yeahhhh and I'll be back w pictures next time round after I get it from Eli!

Alrighty now byebye!

[edit/] Btw, birthdays are like CNY HAHAHAHA I like angbaozxszxs.

Seventeenth.

2009-08-10T12:48:00.002+08:00

Thanks all who wished ok! Love you guyzzzzzz. Btw thanks ah Jialing for lending me your husband for 1 day! HAHAHA cos we agreed to share de lohhhhh!

Yeah and I like birthdays because it feels like CNY collecting angbaozxszxs. I tell you, cash's the king lah seriously. I can get anything I want so yay. Btw I bought a bag at 35$ ytd I officially broke but I like so muchhhhh! Btw my twitter is not working god knows why blahhhhhh.

Yeah and this yr I decided not to have any celebrations and so on because birthdays happen every year and so I've decided to shove my plans w Chen & my mom to hit my books at the airport w Amos, Kh and Ivan, hehehehe.

Yeahhhhhh so off to chiong studying now! Hehehe so byeeeeeee let me be a rich bitch soon! $$$$$$

Mixed feelings.

2009-08-10T12:38:00.004+08:00

Is this considered as Im approved to be a relief teacher for the time being? Idk but Im having mixed feelings about this issue over here. I really need the money badly and it's like the work should be rather slack and all. Whatsmore, I can just go to the schools near my area so I won't have to wake up so early.

But.. Pq being a relief teacher? Who's kidding? LOL even Ziwei asked me to stop dreaming loh! But whatever lah, it beats being a damned waitress right? Lopez agreed that I might just pour the food onto the customers if I buay song w them, LOL.

Ok lah soooo I think I'll just make a call to the nearby schools next week after exams and so yeahhhhh Im off to the airport to meet Amos Kh and Ivan to chiong studying now! BYE!

Random update.

2009-08-09T02:54:00.003+08:00

Hi here's a picture from Poly Marina on Friday. It's really a once-in-a-lifetime experience! Went up to SP@ Dover! ( the school's ship but super small so is it called a boat? )

The other pictures will be up soon when Nas upload them over at Fb! However my shoe I wore to Poly Marina that day officially became a mini life boat because it was damn bloody wet like the worst amongst all the shoes lah?! So I had to throw it away.

Yeahhhh and ytd's study session at Airport w Hazwan, Mery and Nadiah turned out to be rather productive! I like (Y) And also, Cy might be transferring to SP! Sorry abit lag about this but yah, you know it's like another bv-ian coming to SP so shiok! :D

Yeah and earlier on I caught Up the movie w Cy and Ivan over at Iluma. Must say that it's a touching movie but it can be much better I guess and the stupid boy damn cute! It's good but not as funny as Ice Age 3 yknow?

Yezzzzz and today I found out that in like the past 3 years of mua life, I've misunderstood the meaning of ' Mid-life Crisis ' HAHAHA I tell you it was like damn dumb lah. All thanks to Lopez who corrected me sia please if not imagine I anyhow use the words that one is can go bang wall alrd?

Hahaha ya ok finally updated. I feel like Im updating for the sake of it. Alright off to hit the sack now bye.

Hmm.

2009-08-07T00:08:00.002+08:00

I hate myself when I whine about how tired I really am. It's like as if I'm old and do not have energy anymore but yah you see the thing is I need to school, to go to the hospital these few days and rush through projects which are really like shit.

I need to finish my proj soon. I need to sleep more. I need to work. I need money. I need to stop binge eating. I need someone to tell me everything's gna be okay.

Ok stop dreaming Peiqi.

Im back.

2009-08-04T21:35:00.005+08:00

Hey soli ah muizxs is back because everything's alright now! :) Hehe btw I cant stand Andrew See please?

I shouted in class super loudly to give him my email, I can't understand why he can get my email wrong please? HAHAHA but it's damn funny. And hell yeah I've got a bunch of very nice and great classmates! No kidz okayzzzzzz. Btw, my classmates need to brush up on their daidi skills when the play w me, hehehe! I won 2 rounds out of 3 ytd!

BTW I TELL YOU LOR THE PLANNER FOR EXAM IS SUPER LAZY. HE JUST COPIED AND PASTED THE EXACT TIMETABLE PLEASE? ONLY CHANGE DATE. WAHLAO LAME SIA.

Escaping from reality.

2009-08-03T20:20:00.002+08:00

This time, Im really really worn out mentally and it's like my life has never been this fucked up. I'll be going on a hiatus to sort things out till they are fine. It's time for me to be stronger and count on myself. Thanks for those who cared. I'll be off now, till then.

Time check.

2009-08-03T01:55:00.006+08:00

It's so fucking late alreadyyyyyy! Just ended my webcam conversation, and Im still hooked on to MV of Jun Be O.K ( introduced by Wendy! ) By Kim Joon ( Jialing your Ubin ) Ft. Kim Hyun Joong ( my honeyz! ) I tell you it's really addictive. The song's sibei catchy but the thing is, my honeyz only came out for less than a minute, is it really called Featuring? More like calefare-ing, *&^%$#@! But he's damn handsome in there I tell you! Can just melt there!

Enjoy my dears! ( BTW FUCKING FUNNY UBIN'S HAIR IS LIKE CENTRE PARTING SIA HAHAHA )

Officially hate myself.

2009-08-03T00:23:00.002+08:00

I can't imagine how's life gonna be like for the next 2 weeks. Worse, I can see all the Cs coming to me. Ok it's like we have another 2 weeks to Exam and yes, lessons are not done yet, projs are not done yet. 3 more projs to be done!

What's more sickening is that, I've been procrastinating since forever and I just can't bring my eyes to leave this stupid laptop that ought to be thrown out of the window because it has been hindering my plan to study. Okkkk note to self will be to study ASAP at home since my cousin's moving out and I'll be occupying his room already.

I feel like my life's in a mess currently. I'm so fucked up by the projs which are due on 11th, 13th and 14th respectively and exam starts on 17th. Tell me I can hit my GPA 3.2 at least. I'd might as well stuff myself with eggplants and die right now. Why am I so busy? Shit lahhhhhh.

Bad.

2009-08-01T17:32:00.002+08:00

So I wasted my time and did nothing except webcamming and packing my cupboard. Sucks lah I swear. I was thinking of studying tmrw and my mom told me got family picnic seh. WTH CAN? Bye off to go for my foot massage hehehe.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

2009-08-01T16:15:00.002+08:00

I think Ziwei hates me, because I always trick her with stupid things. The thing is, she believes me? HAHAHA fucking funny you can never imagine why she can believe me and my rubbish.

First time is that I told her I shaved my hair bald and left my fringe only. Pls refer to my previous post about a conversation between Amos and I! Then she knows that Im just cocking around then I went like : WAH YOU KNOW I IN TRAIN NOW GOT TWO CHINA GIRLS TOLD ME I LOOK LIKE FELICIA CHIN AND FANN WONG. I didn't know she believed me until I reached school and she went like : Just now that 2 person how they tell you one?

HAHAHAHAHA SHE'S SO DAMN FUNNY PLEASEEEEEEE. OK I KNOW IM DAMN BAD HAHAHAH BUT ITS SO FUNNY LAH WHO'D BELIEVE MY NONSENSE SIA SERIOUSLY.

Then the second time was that I was late for an hour for ITSB and then she msged me when I just reached Dover Mrt, walking to school. She went like : Morning xiao jie what time already? Where're you?

I replied her Im not going to school because I just woke up then she was like : For the whole day?! You just wake up? Then I told her : I damn lazy go school! See you tmrw! Then she replied, scolding me. I didn't reply and 1 minute later I walked into the class. she literally pointed her middle finger at me, HAHAHAHA.

Idk but I find tricking her damn fun! Hehehe sorry I like to pull your toes, Ziwei!

I realised.

2009-07-31T22:34:00.002+08:00

I've been drinking tea too much recently. At least a cup everyday you know ): What's happening here hello? I also realised that I really depend on my best friends too much that sometimes when Im unhappy, I really want to talk to them. But I've also realised that we've pretty much drifted because I find it difficult to open up and talk now, just because I don't want them to find me irritating.

What's with me? Idk but it seems everything's going on well, except for the fact that school's drowning me a little. I feel rather lonely sometimes it's like Im really alone this time round at this new place but I do have very good friends like Ziqi and Ziwei get me going on. However, I still miss all the BV people. Those really close ones.

I no longer send you guys msges, telling you all how much I miss you all. It's not because I've forgotten, just that it seems like you guys are really busy w your lives, no? I really miss you guys and hope we can meet up often during the coming holidays. It's like 987654321 since we met and had a decent and nice talk.

Poly's very much stressful, it's all about competing with others in class and I don't like ): What I don't like more will be us ( BV peeps ) drifting apart. Just that I'm still adapting. I love you all still, MUACKZXSZXS.

My classmates in Poly are really great people. I had a good day w them today no matter how tiring it is. We can go on and on talking for hours, really. But how should I balance both? I really don't know. The only thing will be me trying to open topic for us guys not to like drift apart but it seems barely a few gave shit about it ):

Formidable Rivalzzzz!

2009-07-31T21:58:00.000+08:00

Swear this song's damn nice! The chorus part!

I think I like Kim Bum too much Im becoming a lazybum I haven't bathed :O Off to shower now, BYE!

Urghhhhhhh.

2009-07-30T21:35:00.000+08:00

I can't upload videossss. So pissed! I had a video of my 2 yo cousin singing hokkien song! Sooooo cute!

My cousinssssssss.

2009-07-30T18:34:00.003+08:00

Are super cute but noisy at the same time. The little baby boy decided to come and find me in the room w his walker and I was blasting Lily Allen's 'Fuck You' and yessss, I've decided to sing it to him, HAHAHA. Sorry I like to abuse kids verbally, thanks.

Btw I've made a decision today and yes, if you don't, I won't too.

Recently I've been.

2009-07-30T13:52:00.000+08:00

Damn tireddddd Im dozing off in class soon. Someone is getting on my nerves. FUCK.

Tell me.

2009-07-30T00:24:00.001+08:00

Im good! I made the above picture by myself through editting hehe sucks ah I wanted to make a new blogskin w Dreamweaver but like shetttttt Im still a noob so yeah. Although it's just putting pictures tght but still~ My own efforts! Hehehe hohoho MWAHAHAHA BYE.

I wish,

2009-07-29T22:47:00.002+08:00

Sometimes my mom wouldn't be so nice to me ): Same goes to my grandfather because it pretty much shows me how much I really suck. Today, I woke up late ( mf hell again ) at 740 when tutorial's at 8. I chop chop finish my shower and intended to run to the bus stop and my grandfather offered to drive me to school even though he didn't know how to go. Today after school, my mom offered to fetch me from Punggol MRT since it's late. ( I reached the station at 930 )

How should I repay them? Feel so indebted to them please. Btw, today's school was really tiring. Lesson ended at 12 but I stayed back in school till 8 plus please? Because of Poly 50 help-out which I backed out ( lol ) and of course cheering for the class team. They did really well. It's all about the hardwork isn't it?

I'm trying to change my bad habits but at this point of time, someone just has to pull me down and make me stay there. No good no good. Officially broke. Worse. Need. A. Job. During. The. Holidays.

Im so pissed.

2009-07-28T21:15:00.002+08:00

I hate it when my so-called good friend show their selfish like fuck side to me. I fucking hate it when people are so scheming and selfish. Even though Im egoistic, I won't be that selfish to wish that people will do badly or what. Ughhhh hate hate hate hate hate. I shouldn't let this affect me because I really shouldn't stoop to your level. Damn all these shit.

:O

2009-07-27T22:56:00.001+08:00

Because I saw Wendy they all doing it, I logged on to Friendster just now, after like 10 yrs, LOL.

Great.

2009-07-27T21:51:00.002+08:00

Why is school or perhaps the lecturers flooding us with projects? Wahlao up to now I have 4 projs on hand. You might say you have more. But the thing is ITSB's due on 2nd, IDEAS due on 3rd, Nav Safety on 11th and FAIS on 14th of Aug. Tell me, how long more do we have? Fuck shit the thing is for SMA, exams starts earlier 17th Aug and of course end earlier. Therefore it means I have no time to study at all. FUCK LAH BYE BYE.

I can't get to sleep ):

2009-07-27T02:15:00.002+08:00

It's just one of those boring nights when I have nothing to do. Just two words : DAMN SIAN. Therefore please pardon me for being so qb.

As you can see, Im a hardcore supporter of BV, wear P.E tshirt to sleep, LOL. Btw did you notice what I did to my hair? :]

In the middle of the night.

2009-07-27T00:47:00.002+08:00

Everyone's sleeping. Pq's feeling lonely. Im having deep thoughts you see. I really miss my fav guys, esp those who'd always been there for me. Kianhua, Lopez, Ong and Renjie.

I miss talking to Kianhua at bus stops at night, telling him how I really feel about certain things, what I am thinking deep down inside and throwing out whatever I felt I had to and want to. Why do I feel we're drifting apart? Not very appropriate to type this here but I don't really know what else I can do ): I miss you telling me Im trying to control your life, miss you mocking at me using OK LOR, miss talking about almost every single shit under the sun, miss you bullying me.

I miss Lopez lorrrrrrrrr. Even though we talk on the phone sometimes, chat online but I still mizz you lah ah long. I miss you telling me rubbish example ABCCB and about investing time, etc.. I miss seeing you at MRT stations like : EH WHAT YOU DOING HERE. Hahaha let's meet up soon I miss you HAHAHA-ing like wtf only, telling me my posts are hilarious when they aren't meant to be, LOL.

I miss Onggggggg weiwei a lot. Miss crapping w you, miss talking cock, miss doing stupid things, miss bullying Renjie tght, miss cheating you and and your feelings, miss hearing your voice and laughter. I miss you telling me I very pretty ( soli i put words in your mouth you never say before HAHAHA ) I miss you cursing at me when I ask you to do smth, LOL. I miss you lah.

I miss my Renren! Miss bullying renren, miss winning him in mahjong then laughing at him for being so noob, miss wanting to chase him out of the mahjong table, miss shooting him, miss selling kway chees tght, miss telling him i love him, miss bitching about you-know-who tght during working, miss talking about entering uni tght. I really miss you renren, it's like you know I also bully you and scold you but you know I really treat you as my best friend! I'll always be here for you, cheer up okie dokie.

Alright enuff liao, if I ever talk about Cy Ivan Sy Nev and all, I wont have to go to school tmrw, BYE ( btw I have to stop posting )

My surprise for you guyz!

2009-07-27T00:10:00.005+08:00

Swear Ong's the funniest/cutest/bestest fwen of mine! Talking to him online is so entertaining!

Omg I really can't believe that I actually played along w him, LOL. But that's how we joke 24/7.

HAHAHAHA HE IS SO GULLIBLE. Or is it that Im a bastard? LOL you know that Amos and Siyi, they two like crazy. Send me chain messages. So therefore being a slut, I must reply them in the most *&^%$#@! way.

The chain msg was smth like : First, I want you to know that you are amazing and I love you to death. If I don't get this back ......... If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years ( never say how many though ) of your life. Send it in 15 mins.

I replied the both of them : Sorry I don't love you, HAHAHAHAHA.

HAHAHA sorry I just can't help but to giggle to muaself because I simply love to irritate the shit of out of my friends and make them feel like whacking me. ( SADDISTIC I KNOW ) It's just like me irritating Chen, Cy, Nev, Kh and Ziwei HAHAHAHA TYVM GOING TO SLEEP TONIGHT, SMILING. BYE!

I mizzzzzz BV.

2009-07-26T15:43:00.006+08:00

Hanan has got pictures when we were in BV, during Sec3 I think. I found 2 photos I think that are fucking hilarious and they really brought back memories.
The picture above is Hafiz sitting outside staff room (most prob punished by Shobana) w his personal desk and look what's in his hands. It's BV's white late-coming slip. Red ones are in another individual pocket I guess. And he had a pocket in his file just for late slips. He used to slip them under his plastic cover on the desk as his achievement in BV, HAHAHA DAMN FUNNY.

Tell me why is Huzairi using his phone in Chem Lab? Where's Mdm Ho?

Piczzzz from Fri at One's house!

2009-07-26T14:03:00.008+08:00

Here goes! Pictures from the steamboat session at One's place.

You wouldn't want to know that I had difficulties chopping the onions, LOL.

All the vainpots surrounding the nail polish, lol.

Our food for the night!

Ziwei had to take a picture of my Spongebob tee.

We ate steamboat on the floor, yezzz.

Wendy : I go home tell my mother I eat steamboat on the floor.

Aakash had his pinky painted, LOL.

Damn cool pls! One's creation!

Wendy painting Nas' toes when he's sleeping.

Denise's nails! Damn chio!

Twister time!

Andrew w his butt up, lol.

Nas' toes!

Gamblers in the making.

Monopoly~

Andrew and I were too free we had to play w One's masks, LOL.

Im the winner for stressssss! Hehe, tyvm.

Alright for more please go to Fb! Im too lazy to upload picz from Poly Marina so byez!

GEMs.

2009-07-25T23:01:00.003+08:00

Although Im very reluctant to, but I have to say that I'll be taking GEMs next sem. I've decided on quite a few modules and we have to take 3 so yahhhh I have a few on my mind right now. Just that I hope I can take w my friends!

For Arts& Humanities,
1) Music Appreciation (KH!!!)
2) Effective Negotiation,
3) Calendars& Astronomy,
4) Love Relations for Life,
5) Investigating Social Thoughts, Emotions & Behaviour.

For Science& Tech,
1) Beauty of Cosmetics ( Sorry ah no choice since I hate Sci& Tech )
2) Scents, Cents & Sense,
3) Genes& You

For Business Management,
1) Real Estate Valuation,
2) Real Estate Marketing,
3) Customer Service - The Competitive Advantage,
4) Etiquette& Professional Image,
5) Personal Financial Planning ( Ong come come )

Okay lah quite boring but this is me. Btw I really have to hit the books already. Im 3 weeks away from Exams. F lah lah lah lah lah. GPA 3.2! Then slowly improve, tyvm.

I feel so.

2009-07-25T22:34:00.003+08:00

Deprived of fun, laughter, love with my beloved hunnies. Cy, Eli, Ivan, Jl, Kh, Ong, Lopez, Nev and Sy. It's been 987654321 years ago since I last saw them, or at the very least had a decent talk. I really really miss you guyz a lot. When are we all meeting up? As a whole group? Let's meet up more during the holidayzzzzz. I feel so empty w/o you all! ):

Oi and si Chenchen you better meet me up soon. I feel like slapping you already. Although we webcam on MSN sometimes but you always irritate me w your fuckface. So we shall meet up face to face so I can slap you when you try to irritate me, LOL.

And of course, my lovely 4/5 classmates! Miss Asyidah, Amos, Hafiz, Hanan, Jensen, Khairul, Siyi, Syafiqah and moreeeee! Let's go back on Teachers' Day together, hopefully. Really hope to see you guys soon! And of course Huz who's taking his 'O' levels this year. Please do well my dear!

I really had a whole lot of happy memories in BV, no kid. I've never felt happier. However my current class ( 01/02 ) is also a whole lot of fun and the course Im taking is also making me feel so good. Im having a happy life but I need to meet up w my long lost huns.

Ok lah my blue black is hurting again. Btw, did i mention the Jetty Jump ystd was damn .... Idk how to explain but committing suicide by jumping down the building is the same feeling you see. SO PLEASE DO NOT ATTEMPT TO DO SO BECAUSE IT IS FUCKING SCARY. Aiyah you know the thing is that as compared to committing suicide this is nothing but hello at least Im 8m above water leh, CCB thats why my ass like pain only. Btw I think Im the most humji kia in my class because everyone jumped right when the instructor counted to 3 and for my case, I chickened out and walked back to jump again, LOL. Ok lah go watch tv, bye.

My classmate Joshua.

2009-07-25T14:02:00.001+08:00

NAH SHOW YOU MY CLASSMATE!

My yesterday.

2009-07-25T13:12:00.003+08:00

Lesson was at Poly Marina, it's practical! Jetty jump! Swear it was damn fun despite of the fucked up impact it had on my butt resulting a fucking big blue black there ): However swimming to the life raft was damn funnnnnny! I landed with my face lor, wahlao! Paddling back in a straight line w our hands were damn cool hahaha Ziwei's the funniest I swear.

As usual, we had our crap after prac and Joshua is like damn act cool lorrrrrrrr! Yahlah yahlah then chionged home to bathe and prepare then off to meet Hazwan and all at Marsiling! Yeah so steamboat at Hazwan's house includes Aakash, Andrew, Denise, Hazwan, Hilmi, Jiajuan, Mery, Nasri, Ray, Shikin, Tina, Wanyu, Wendy, Ziqi, Ziwei and I! Had a fun day over there, trying to help w the cooking but f I just can't do it.

Spent the night there w Andrew Hilmi & Mery talking cock, playing 24, stress, Takoyaki takoyaki bom jiji, applying the black mask and watching Dead Silence but I suck because I fell asleep ( it was a horror movie leh ) right there. Omg lorrrr swear this gathering's damn fun! More of it pweaseeeee haha! Yeah and I finally got home at 12. Alright gna go find my mom at her office now!!! BUAIZXS.

Feeling so gay today :D

2009-07-23T21:14:00.002+08:00

Today's my happy day! Forget the part being late for lesson again and not being able to attend MEL Camp due to poor attendance. Next sem limbu's attendance punctuality discipline cfm damn gooooooooooooood! Like power only.

Hahaha yezzzz I finally got my pair of praias from NUM at Tamp1 today while on my way home! Happy like don't know what shit. Because
1) I looted the pair of flipflops at only 30 because Imma SP student!
2)THE GUY THERE WAS DAMN CUTEEEEE OMG WANTED TO DROOL INSTANTLY.

Hehehe and ITSB lesson today was darn fun! Fb all the wayyyyyyzzzzz! \m/ Btw when I alighted at Tampines MRT just now, I saw 2 SP students. They were so friendly please Idk why they just waved at me, LOL. Damn funny. Oh btw it was because all 3 of us were wearing the SP tee.

Yahlah yahlah talk some more cock lah I need to go and watch my show and sleep liaozxs, BYE.

So addictive!

2009-07-23T00:48:00.002+08:00

Swear Forensic Scientists 2's damn addictive! It's all about the mystery and so on! So shiok lor please watch le cannot stop siaaaaa! But the guy inside's even more addictive ok! Zomgzxs Kevin Cheng~ Ok let me dream of him tonight, bye!

:(

2009-07-22T23:47:00.002+08:00

So many of my classmates are sick lor suddenly. Like what is happening pleaseeeeee. Btw I wna go MEL camp! Like really badly lor. First time in my life I wna go camp please. But its based on attendance discipline and punctuality please. Totally cannot make it so means cannot go lorrrrrrrrrrr!

Haizxs damn sad now bye going to complete my proj le.

Super tiring Wednesday.

2009-07-22T23:33:00.003+08:00

Wednesday is usually the shortest day of the week lor, but today feels so long. Woke up at 730 and lecture's at 8. Omg why am I like unable to hear the alarm nowadays? Shet please. So reached school at 10 for next lesson and Teo cancelled lesson so went to Nav Safety only, again just like last Wed *&^%$#@!

After school was staying at the concourse w classmates & Nev for proj, slacking and 24! As usual please, LOL. After that was meeting up Amos at the airport with the intention to study but I failed to do so terribly was bloghopping and playing lame games on Fb most of the time, lol.

The funniest thing that happened today was what happened between Amos and I. I was meddling w my fringe ( clipping it ) and asking Amos if I should tie my hair to school tmrw since it'd be so slack.

Me : Oi Amos, should I tie my hair to school tmrw?
Amos : Just shave it bald.
Me : Seriously lah should I tie my hair?!!!
Amos : I say shave it bald right?!
Me : Walao say properly lehhhhhhhhh.
Amos : OI YOU CAN FASTER NOT?! ( waiting for me to finish my game cos it was alr 915 )
Me : Okokokkkkkk. Tell me leh, should I shave it bald?
Amos ignored me.
Me : OI SHOULD I SHAVE IT BALD?
Both : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA WALAO HAHAHAHA.

Do you understand? LOL.

Bored stiff.

2009-07-21T20:46:00.002+08:00

Im really bored, don't ask me why. Too lazy to move, to eat, to study, to start on FAIS project, to surf net. Perhaps Im really tired. Feels like Im drained out from school, although nothing's been really hectic but yah you know it's just the major problem of waking up early.

Btw I have to pui chao nua at today's Fireworks test. God knows wtf is up w the logo tell me which kid can do that w no problem and get 23 marks for it. My logo is like some ugly shet stucked on the computer screen please?

Lunch was awesomeeee! We ( as in the class ) went to NP for lunch during out 2 hrs break, hohoho! Met up w Cy as well~ Haha it's like so many NP people are wearing SP tee to school lor, lol. Lessons are boring as usual, no? But at least I paid a little but of attention, LOL. BTW I TELL YOU LOR TODAY'S MACDONALD'S ICE CREAM MACHINE SPOILT SIA SO I CANNOT EAT MCFLURRY.

Must. Satisfy. My. Cravings. For. McFlurry. Tomorrow. Idk why but I've been feeling happy recently for no reasons, hehe. No reason to be an emokid as well. Good good! Like my life to be this way. Ok wrong actually there's reasons to be an emokid ( results and all ) but still I've decided to see things in the positive light.

Btw Im like desperately looking for 强敌's theme song! Ok it's a Korean show but Im not watching it just find the theme song so happyyyyyyy! The Master Bedroom's toilet's light's still faulty. After like a week *&^%$#@!

Btw Im so hungryyyyyyyyy, why am I having this super bad habit of skipping dinners? Oh well but Im tired. Should I eat or sleep? I'd choose the latter, LOL. Btw officially announce I hate kidz because they are sooooo cute but noisy. Can't stand the noise my cousins make. Like one crying and one shouting at the top of their lungs.

Im getting old, acting like a windbag already. Byez!

Im having a good time.

2009-07-20T23:37:00.002+08:00

On Youtube watching and drooling over SS501. No lah actually only my love, Kim Hyun Joong (L) + (K) Swear the all the Korean videos are like so drool-able, LOL! Btw Im having diarrhoea again. All thanks to the McSpicy I had for brunch, if not the pear I had for dinner lor. Sian siaaaaaa.

ABCCB! ( HAHAHA to Lopez! ) Ok bye I ought to go to sleep right now in case I oversleep again tmrw.

Another school day.

2009-07-20T20:43:00.002+08:00

Seriously cannot stand myself. I woke up at 930 today and lecture's at 10. Omg you should have seen my " Ah damn it sian " face I had the time to bathe and play w my baby cousin ( who's the cutest thing on earth ) and I left home at 1030, reaching school at 1130, LOL. Therefore I attended 30 mins of lecture so yah whatever. I took out my notes when I reached class and Ziwei went: "Don't act lah, lesson wna end already take for what. Somemore you won't even see"

Omg lor I swear she's damn qb, LOL. And for the lesson and FAIS, we were busying playing the Earth game that Ong/Kh taught, 24 and Stress. Shouted like mad in class and pissed the geeks off, LOL.

IDEAS lesson was crap as usual and we had hamster in our group because Aakash snatched
Joshua w me *&^%$#@! Hahaha but nevertheless good lah because we already settled on our design! (Y) and now I have 3 projs due on the first week of August, tyvm and FAIS project is the killer I swear. Better complete at least half of FAIS project on Wed, pleaseeeeeee.

Tmrw's Firework's test. Im not revising, yet. Feel like sleeping already, HOW! Hmm does it mean that if I know how to do the things in the notes, Im saved? If thats so, I shall go to bed at 945 after watching Forensic Scientists 2!

Oh btw, Wendy& Jiajuan (my classmates) just set up a blogshop. It's new. For both sexes so all please go and support k! Hehehe alright buaizxs Wendy you owe me a meal, hehe.

Don't fucking read this post if you (L) your grandmother.

2009-07-20T19:27:00.002+08:00

I seriously can't wait to move out of this fucked up 'home' Im living right now. It's practically a hotel for me to sleep shit eat and use the comp. Don't ever think of studying right here because of my fucked up grandmother who deserves 2 tight slaps.

Today, when I got home, I merely asked her who's at home. She practically answered me in the volume that the whole estate can hear. In other words, shout. She asked ( shouting ) me: ' Why must you know since you're already home? Cannot go and see yourself is it? ' CCB since she have the energy to tell me all this nonsense, why not just tell me who's fucking at home?

Tell me she's crazy. And of course, given my character, to simply ignore and keep quiet will be such an impossible task. Therefore, I retorted back and she was like : ' Nigel's at home LAH ' TMD forget about the LAH and she went ranting and ranting and ranting about how late I reached home. Hi fuckface, FYI, it was only 630 pm. So I told her to ' Diam lah '.

NB, she scolded me ' Ka ni na bu ' and of course scolded my dad. Like hello? You don't have any rights to scold my dad alright because he's done nothing to you so wait till he slaps you right in your face then talk alright.

See? Chao chee bye so old already still wna quarrel w me. Then I literally banged the toilet door and took my shower. She was standing outside continuing her scolding and I blast off my music, lor. She complains her leg's in pain, yet she continues talking cock 24/7 I think her lips ought to be stapled together.

If not for the sake of my mom, I'll be more than happy to slap her right in her face. She then told me she's not afraid of me, she's gna tell my mom about me. Like woah, am I scared or what? What can my mom do? Cane me is it? Scold me? Come on lah, bring it on, bitch. Wonder why other's grandmothers are so damn kind and nice lor. Im just so unlucky.

Please she's really like mentally unstable or perhaps she deserves a place in IMH. For nothing shout and then talk as if it's my fault, no? Such an irritating fucker. Please I'll never respect her in my whole life, ever again. She's the type that take things for granted.

You know what? Before I typed this post, she was banging on the room's door because I locked it up. She banged like there's no tomorrow and then shouted and ask me to go down and buy dinner for her and my brother. KANINABEI LAH. WNA EAT DINNER? WHY NOT YOU EAT MY SHIT. I'D RATHER STARVE MYSELF FOR THE NIGHT THAN TO BUY DINNER FOR YOU PLEASE.

My mom just called me, win already lor si complain queen. But too bad, my mom knows it's not my fault. Her only backup will be my uncle who will only ask me to give in to her. Hmmm~ Wait nong nong. She's really like crazy. The last time I had my menstruation, I went to the toilet at about 3a.m then she woke up scolding me and saying I disturbed her sleep. CB LAH PPL MENSES WAKE UP CHANGE PAD ALSO CANNOT THEN WHAT YOU WANT YOU TELL ME.

I told my aunty about it lor, even she said that old hag's crazy. Like fuck only my mom, uncle and aunties have the patience to tolerate her nonsense please. I'm not that free alright. I have better things to do than to listen to you and your crap.

To think I volunteered to come back here and accompany her on Mondays and Thursdays when we move out because my grandfather will go to Malaysia. Hurhurhur but now, even if my grandfather migrate to Australia, I also won't give a damn please.

My mom told me she's mentally unstable because of her leg injury + she's feeling unwanted now by us all because she's old. Then she's right. She's unwanted by me. Please lah SP have hostel leh so I can move there like zoooooom NOW.

Nbtt spoil my happy day in school __

My dear Chenchen

2009-07-19T23:20:00.003+08:00

never fails to entertain me online. Or isit the other way round? I find myself talking too much rubbish sometimes, LOL.

Tell me Im funny, LOL.

Just when

2009-07-19T15:10:00.003+08:00

I thought my life was going on well or perhaps very good to me and so on. Someone just has to spoil it. Please stop torturing me lah lah lah lah lah.

Anyhow, my Saturday was spent sleeping, going to watch Ong play frisbee, eating at Sumo House and catching up w my loved ones. A very simple Saturday but I like. But right now, Im feeling like shit again, haiz. Hates it when people spoil your good life and now you think that you're in this deep shit that nobody can imagine.

Eeeewwww ok lah bye.

:]

2009-07-17T23:57:00.002+08:00

Like today's school ( except the kena cheat part ) and practical was more of like a chatting session, lol. Like today's lunch, movie, talking cock, laughing at Cy and all. More of such sessions pwease.

Chenchen's Personal Message

2009-07-16T23:08:00.004+08:00

On Msn went like ' T.T MY KOBE ' so I was sooooooooo interested in that I had to ask about it.

Then I had no idea why we continued our lame shit poop conversation and told her what Ziwei's friend said, LOL.

This sickening bitch is so gna get it from me, LOL. Alright off to sleep nowzxs.

I'm

2009-07-16T16:40:00.002+08:00

Having mixed feelings. About what happened today, which made me really pissed, being unable to complete Fireworks and getting back results for Microsoft Access. Got 50.5/100 Is it an accomplishment? Idk, seriously. How shld I feel? Shocked and happy that at the very least I passed? Or shld I feel sad/angry/sore that I almost failed. Seriously can't stand it when people try to show off their marks, damn it.

Ziwei made my day by telling me what her fwen said, LOL. Wanyu's killing me by saying she saw **** today. I miss so many people. Miss Amos Cc Cy Eli Ivan Jl Lopez Ong Rj Sy ( soli hor Kh and Nev I dont miss you two since I just saw your hensem faces on tues, LOL )

Please tmrw tmrw just come and it's prac at Poly Marina! Jetty jump here I come. Please pray I wont bang my head on the ladder and die, LOL. Ice Age 3 here I come~ BV HERE I COME~ HI MY HONEYZ HERE I COME. KBOX I'LL BE COMING ( SOON )

I'll die

2009-07-15T19:29:00.002+08:00

from having diarrhoea, seriously. I recovered from diarhhoea on Monday because of the chao sng vegetables I had on Friday and now I've not shat since Monday so therefore it means constipation, no? Then, I went to take some laxatives ( its not laxatives in fact it's for the ease of constipation lah the bottle said so ) and I ~~think I~~ had an overdose of it so now Im having diarrhoea again, thanks. I should stop doing stupid things.

School.

2009-07-15T15:21:00.001+08:00

Sucks to the max, no kid. For 3 days, we had our lessons cancelled and today's the worst one. Lesson was supposed to start at 8 and it was cancelled like last minute. Really as in last minute people reach classroom alr then say cancelled. WTF please because the lesson after that was cancelled as well and so I went to school for an hour of lesson pls. It was some useless Nav. Safety lesson and all we did was to let the lecturer check our tutorials.

Totally should just roll my eyes until cannot come down lor. Super nbtt + pb please. We were really bored stiff lah. What's more, FAIS proj's being such a pain in the neck it's so damn difficult lor. Who said projects are meant to pull our marks up? Totally bull I swear. AHHHHH damn angry lor 1A02's like the last class to get back Access please. Why so unfair?! Tskkkkkk.

Btw today I had an exciting MRT journey, LOL. (Y) Ok damn tired now off to nap or rather sleep the whole day away, BYE.

Good day

2009-07-14T20:23:00.002+08:00

Today was a good day in school. It's Joshua's birthday so ITSB lesson had Ziwei and I using fireworks to wish him. Omg swear I was freaking noob I was damn pekcek I literally gave up halfway after trying 3 times and I went : AHHHH DON'T WANT DO ALREADY LAH WISH HIM FACE TO FACE.

Hahaha can imagine my ' Fireworks can go to hell ' face and I was so damn pekcek with myself I said " FUCK " in class. See? Mak didn't even do anything lor. She was on the verge of losing her temper today I swear. Because 1/4 of the class came in after 845 when her lesson started at 8 and another 1/4 didnt even turn up, LOL.

Break had us irritating Joshua and celebrating for him even though he already knew about the surprise but omg he instantly blushed when he saw his pandan cake w sparkles and chocs, LOL! Best idea of the century. Of course we had funniest videos on earth, Wan sucking helium from Oops! balloon, wishing Joshua ' Happy Birthday ' and us forcing Joshua to suck the helium and say ' Thanks ' to us, LOL.

Yessss and Engineering lesson was somehow cancelled so we literally slacked the whole 1.5 hrs off by talking cock playing 24 and eating Mcflurry (Y) Logistics was like a killer because we were all on the verge of sleeping after a long day.

Btw almost all papers are back except for Access and Seamanship omg it's a sure fail for Access lah, damn kp only the paper, sian to the max.

Oh btw, today I played a prank on my beloved friends - Amos, Chenchen, Chengyu, Jensen, Kianhua, Nevin, Ong, Lopez, Shengyang and Siyi. The best answers are from Amos Jensen Ong and Lopez lah. They made me laugh back please. Esp Amos replying in the faggot way, LOL!

Alright lah, should go and finish up my work now. And I miss so many people lorrrrrrr! Ok enough of talking, BYE.

My source of entertainment online.

2009-07-12T23:28:00.003+08:00

I seriously wonder why must he torture me at this kind of timing. Lol he was wearing a cap to keep me in suspense before showing me this. Omfg damn funny please. I wonder how many screenshots of his do I have in my SS folder, LOL.

Renjie

2009-07-12T21:22:00.001+08:00

is the funniest person ever I swear. He and his ' ji diam ' OMG HAHAHA DAMN FUNNY I ALMOST DIED.

!!!

2009-07-12T20:59:00.003+08:00

I went over to SP's website with the intention to check the academic calender. I was trying to count down to the end of sems and then hols lah ( HAHAHA JOKE NONG WAY 2 GO ) and I saw this new course which is like woahhhhh wayyyyy cooler than DMTM lor! It's like Diploma in Perfumery and Cosmetic Science WAHLAO DAMN COOL RIGHT. Like study perfume then come out with Chanel No.5 only. Sorry I was just dreaming, like duh.

But serious lor if I had the chance to choose, this course would definitely be in my top 5 choices lah, exclude the mf-ing fact that DMTM's my 10th choice and yet I got into my 9th and had to appeal like leh cheh nia. ( Because Cy and Ivan had to psycho me to put this choice from 4th to 10th ) But no regrets taking this course. But regrets going into Poly because it's even more stressful for me. Even IDEAS that kind of lame like shit module also got test, like wth.

Ok lah Im officially left with 6 weeks ( 8 more weeks to hols! ) to the Sems Exams omg have to study again damn poly life please holidays also have to study lor wish Im still in BV. Amitabha for tmrw's Nav. Safety paper I'll be back *&^%$#@! -ing about it. Haha have to go and complete my FAIS proj nowwwwww BUAIZ.

Imma Adobe Fireworks pro!

2009-07-12T18:56:00.007+08:00

Mwahahaha how should I contain this happiness in me? ITSB HERE I COME AND CONQUER EUUUUZXS~ I watched the video once and did this correctly. Got damn good brain hehe ok so now Im left with nothing to do. Sian. Btw Im all prepared to fail Seamanship for Exams because I don't understand a single thing that Bakhitiar ( please I swear his name is damn difficult to spell I had to travel to Blackboard to find out ) taught on Friday. All the calculations. Omg kill me.

Btw I haven't complain lor. Bakhitiar caught me and my other classmates for wearing slippers leh-.- He said the next time he'll fine us :O Walao what crap siaaaaa. Sian to the max. Must write letter somemore. But I kind of pity him that the sickening bitch in the class counter-attacked his teachings. Omg he had a mistake in teaching that's all the bitch literally lectured him back in class sia. Whatsmore, the whole class was busy doing their own things ( including me of course, drawing E** face with Ziwei) then he already like so pitiful lah please. Then after he found out he made a mistake on his own part, his face changed siaaaa! He damn paiseh lor omg ok promise myself I will listen to his lessons from next Fri onwards. I will ~~try to~~ do it! Bye off to dl my shows~

SMA AGM day piczzzz!

2009-07-12T15:23:00.008+08:00

Hi all Im back with the picz from AGM dayyyyyy!

With Wanyu, Ziwei and Ziqi! Such a pity Zq can't join us later on cos she wasn't feeling well ):

Nasri~

With Mery!

With Shikin!

With Wendy, Shkin, Wanyu, Ziwei and Mery!

Nas always have to spoil pictures by looking spastic, LOL!

Ang!

Hilmi~

One!

Cheapo who took 3 door gifts hahaha!

With Amron and Idk the name behind, LOL.

Julien! Our Asst. Head~ Friendliest senior evaaaazxs.

Arif! Our Welfare head.

Lilin, another asst. head.

With Brenda~

The guys just have to sit on each other's lap..

And fall down tght -.-

See! Looks like a joyous occasion right. Bet it's was damn funny that day. The speeches by heads of course! For more pictures, click here!

My grandfather

2009-07-11T23:32:00.007+08:00

has been sleeping on the sofa in the living room for the past 3 nights. I wondered why seriously. I asked him awhile ago, he gave me his reason. Which is that because he snores, everytime he sleeps, my grandmother will start to kaopeh about him snoring and start nagging and complaining that my grandfather's disturbing her and she cannot get back to sleep.

Oh my god, am I fucking pissed or what. Idk why, but recently she's fucking unstable as in, mentally. Must be because of her leg lah. Initially, she's alright you know. She's just rejecting the idea of having to travel in a wheelchair or having to go for the operation which might affect her from doing daily chores like mopping the floor.

But now, totally can't stand her. Like hello? There's a limit to everything alright. When people don't say anything, it doesn't mean you can push things further. Others are just tolerating and giving in because of your current condition. But it doesn't mean you can abuse that privilege others give to you.

You are fucking telling me to cook, despite knowing I can't. You're telling me to fold the clothes, do the laundry. OK, nvm. But aren't things going way too far when you're telling someone not to fucking sleep with you in the room?! Complaining that the creaking sounds of the door opening and closing is making you unable to sleep? OH MY GOD FUCKING GET A PAIR OF EAR PLUGS LAH.

Serious, I hate it when people take things for granted. It's not only once or twice. She's been staying at home whining all day long since May. It's been two months. She doesn't want to go for the op, doesn't wna travel in her wheelchair my uncle bought. She insists on walking, then comes back home whining as if we've abuse her physically. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT.

Please, don't talk to me about filial piety because I don't give a shit. So what if she's my grandmother? She don't deserve me being nice to her lah seriously. She's a control freak I swear. She calls my grandfather at 6pm everyday asking him why is he not home. Omg it's only freaking 6pm my grandfather wants to go to the Turf Club cannot MEH?!

I tell you, whenever I wear pyjamas, as in long pants and sleep at home, she'll ask me to change out of it, because she assumes that she's feeling warm, I should be feeling warm as well. Please, for heaven's sake, must she care about what I wear? Should I report what colour of lingerie am I wearing each day? Fuck lah please, fuck. She's been hitting me on my tolerance level yknow.

I don't wish and don't like to scold her or argue with her but fuck, since my mom forbids me to be rude to her, I SHALL KAOPEH HERE. Is she being unreasonable or what?! My grandfather has been getting mosquitoes' bites leh, see liao my heart ache please. Sorry to say, but I prefer my grandfather more. Don't ask me why, I ~~like~~ LOVE to compare.

You know, my mother and aunty hired a maid to help her with her chores. Instead, she asked me to do it. LIKE WHAT THE HELL ONLY. If that's so, why should my mom and aunty waste their hard earned money on the stupid maid who only knows how to eat, doze off and anyhowly put my clothes in the wrong wardrobe? I can't help but to feel dulan to the max.

If I have the privilege of choosing, I would rather SP has a hostel and so I can move in. No kid, I will never miss home lor given the fact that my grandmother's at home whining + the sight of the maid irks me very much. Even I paint my nails she also want to kaopeh. SI MI LAN JIAOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. If I were to go on, I think I will throw the laptop on the floor.

Despite feeling sick like really wna die type, I still need to feel angry please. No, Im not angry in fact. Just feeling abit pissed and sad for my grandfather. Omg he didn't even complain and he just sleeps on the sickening sofa which ought to be thrown away soon. Want to die now lah, BYE.

Blame the weather

2009-07-11T22:48:00.002+08:00

Im feeling damn sick nowwwww. God knows why. Worst headache ever, having dizzy spell as well. Everytime I sneeze I feel that my head's gna explode, no kid. Feels like shit now. Fever is on its wayyyyy. Omg I shld pop a panadol and hit the sack now if not Mon I'll be unable to collect mua results. DON'T. FEEL. LIKE. BATHING. Yes Im dirty I know but omg I'll die anytime lehhhhhhhhh. Ok lah go bathe now, buaiz.

Last night

2009-07-11T09:26:00.002+08:00

I slept at 6pm in the evening. Actually I wanted to take a nap but I slept till 1 am so yeah no point waking up at such a time soooo I slept all the way till 9 am this morning. Cool not. Hohoho then I had this damn weird and funny dream I swear it was so stupid this morning I woke up and asked myself " How did that happen? "

Alright have to repaint my nails now if not Kh will nag again like my grandmother and then go shit pee and bathe. TatazZzZzZ!

Hi world, Bye world.

2009-07-10T00:05:00.003+08:00

Today's AGM was no doubt damn funny and fun of course. Had the bestest laugh of the week I swear. I am starting to like club and have made a decision, which is to go to clubhouse more often and turn up for club events more. Am utterly shagged now with my feet being damn sore because of constant walking and standing up.

Reckon life's on the right track now, and I have no reason to feel sad for anything already. I still have my bestest secondary school friends by my side, my classmates are all so nice, fun and friendly, CCA's getting better by the day. It feels good yknow. It's been so long since I felt so relieved. No, not that my life's not good. Just that Im paranoid, haha.

Am damn hungry nowwwwww. Havent eaten a single shet ever since 11am's break's McChicken Meal. AHHHHHH no no no I should go and sleep now since tmrw's a long day. Have to stay back in school to complete FAIS project, FML. For the first time in life, we don't have to travel to Poly Marine for lessons and yet I have to stay back, ughhhh.

Btw, much thanks to Wan for lending his camera! Love him much :) Tmrw's initial plan of eating prata's cancelled. Shall eat Lemon Chicken Rice then, hehe. Cool not? Already plan mei mei my menu for tmrw.

Alright lah am gna hit the sack nowwwwww, BUAIZ.

Feel like

2009-07-08T18:22:00.004+08:00

watching BOF all over again. Im bored stiff. No motivation to study for exams, yet. Haha like duh. Tmrw's AGM and Im so reluctant to turn up lahhhhhhh. Because we have to stay in school until damn late. Like 8? Walao plzzzzzz. Another thing will be I don't feel like bringing laptop to school. Tyvm.

Damn hungry lahhhhhh. Going to find food now, BYE.

Got Twitter liao.

2009-07-06T20:36:00.003+08:00

Hi~ Laoniang got twitter already. http://twitter.com/penthewords Cannot lose lah deh, must be hop! I hope from now onwards, I won't be having dreams so that life will be at its best!(Y) Because I think too much about dreams and now they say dreams are often the opposite of reality. Happy about life now, yay.

Walaoooo BOF really damn (Y) MUACKZ to all my 3 hunnies! Btw I had Frolick today. Damn (Y) Can I not go to school tmrw? Because of my constant diarrhoea?! The answer is No. Okay shall stop talking to myself like siao like that. A bit too high already, byebyebyebyebyeeeeeeeee.

P/s: My mom told my bitches don't deserve sympathy. Right or wrong?

To think this would happen.

2009-07-06T20:01:00.002+08:00

Ok lor guess what. Limbu is having diarrhoea now. At this mf-ing timing. Must be the scallop lah, MUST BE. No specific reason why I hate it so much but the feeling of having diarrhoea is so retarded. All I can remember about today is the 咸猪手 joke and uhhhh the Korean language joke which made me laugh like mad. If only days like this aren't so hard to come by.

Ok lah have to finish my 1.5 episode of BOF liao. Chiongggggg! Btw wth Gu Jun Pyo kena banged by car at this point of time? Spoil mood sia totally. *&^%$#@! Bye.

A bad dream on Youth day?

2009-07-06T10:15:00.003+08:00

Ok I had a very bad and weird dream yesterday. Wasn't a nightmare or whatsoever. Just that it set me thinking, I always have you on my priority list, do I have my name on yours too? Shouldn't be thinking of this. But you don't say, I'll always just think this way. Am I considered one of your best friends? Because I've always treated you as one and the bestest one.

Needs to stop being so negative about friendship (s) but I just can't help but to think a lot when such dreams occur. It somehow acts as a reminder/sign to me? Damn this whole thing. Shet. What a youthful day. Have to wake up at this timing because of such a dream.

Shit happens

2009-07-06T02:03:00.003+08:00

I have another 2.5 episodes to finish up BOF. Omg lah, I've been lagging behind. I always want to finish watching but Im too tired to do so. Now, better finish all upppp! By tmrw perhaps ^^ Ughhhh know what, earlier on I've been disconnected from my internet 4 times. Because god- knows-where in the house has a wire loose and my house had blackouts. 4 freaking times. That's excluding the one we had in the morning. Damn pekcek I tell you. It's the aircon lah, and now I have to sleep without the aircon if not the whole house goes black again. Shittttto.

That Karaoke systemmmmm!):

2009-07-05T23:54:00.001+08:00

Ok know what, limbu is shifting house at the end of the year I think. Something Im looking forward to very much because finally Im having my own home, not staying w my grandparents lah. Not that I dislike them, just that I WANT WANT WANT my own room so badly. Then, that day, I told my mom I wanted to get that Karaoke system I saw at PP which is like uhhhh damn (Y) because it's smth like Kbox lah, no need discs and all. Then it's like you call the person ( manufacturer or what shit ) and tell them you wna upload new songs and they'll do it for you.

My mom allowed you see! Because I thought it was around 1k plus. Then just now, I passed by another shop at Marina Sq and omg please, they are selling it at 3.5k. WALAO EH. Then now like totally no hope lor, cos it's the same brand I think. AHHHHH OMG WHACK ME PLEASEEEE ):

Happy Youth Day, suckers :D

2009-07-05T23:27:00.002+08:00

Hi all it's Youth Day tmrw for the secondary school kidz, as well as moi :) Self-proclaimed one lah deh, hehe. Happy me, gna sleep early tonight and have enough rest. Ok shall go and bathe now. Btw, my house's filled with the smell of Durians ( again ) So much so Im gna promise myself to not eat Durians for two months because Im sick of it please. Terrible headache now, buaiz.

Back to blogger :)

2009-07-05T00:59:00.002+08:00

I've decided to give up the idea of finding a BOF skin and come back to Blogger! :D With a little picture above hehehe. Hence lockthethoughts is abandoned, sorry honey.